A long time

wow so I guess it has been a long time since my last entry my bad.

Long what does that mean for you? A couple of minutes? A few hours? Weeks? Months? Long is different for everyone different concepts and different meanings. When I think of long my first thought is Jesus's love for me. How long, deep, wide is his love and grace for us. A song that has really helped me through this season in my life is Grace by Laura Story. We really don't understand just how much grace he has for us that grace follows right behind his love. In the bible it states God is always ALWAYS for us and never against us. So why do we keep running when we are hurt or broken? Trust is such a hard thing for many people because somewhere in the past somebody has always broken your trust down along the line. But trust is more than a simple yes or no or a secret it is the ablitiy to understand that you are giving your most weakest moments to another person. It is giving them your all and saying please don't run away. God is saying that to us. He knows everything about you when you shall rise and when you shall fall, he knows every thought and every reaction, every tear, every laugh. He already know the most about you what we need to do is give our all to him anyways because then we will start to reliaze what stuff has been locked up trapped in our heart. When we give everything to God we start to understand more about ourselves. God wants our love to long, wide and deep with him. Love isn't a feeling but its an ablity as in a movie. Love comes from our true character not from a certain mind set, saying I have to love this person but more like I want to love this person because they deserve it. God first loved us before we were even born. Gods thoughts for us is more than the grains of the sand on a beach wow. Now that is long. I often think about why God is for me why he chose me? Well truth is he chose all of us it is a matter if we listen to the call or just ignore it. When you give God the ugly he will turn it beautiful. It is like one of my visions I had a while back I was talking about the ocean and how it was sweeping up seashells from the bottom of the ocean floor they were covered in junk at that time but when they got to the shore they were refined smooth and beautiful. That is excatly how our hearts are when the junk and crap get from the bottom of our hearts God comes smoothes it out and purifies it. I really don't know what more to say but God won't finish something He has started in you! God Bless