A Beautiful Love

Wow... So much has happened in the past month well since last time I really blogged. I went to Canada for College these past 6 months and my goodness God transformed me from the inside out. I had to come home though last week due to health issues and requiring surgery. At the time I was confused and frustrated why God had called me back home for a season but now I am starting to see why. I live in a desert and it is really funny I find we look in the Bible and Jesus even went in a desert for 40 days to be alone with the Father that is why I am back is to be alone with the Father. I was talking with someone last night and it blew my mind it is true in a desert light shines brightly in the darkness. I am that light because Jesus lives in me. I am so excited to see how He is going to use me. I have learned that my sole purpose in this life is to bring Glory to God that is why I am created to bring Him glory and to live my LIFE fully for Him. I want to be used by God and that doesn't come at an easy price I think so often we think that following God is going to be easy but it is in fact the opposite, because we are in constant battle against the flesh following God means there is going to be suffering and pain and it isn't going to be an easy mountain to climb. I look back at the beginning of the year and I climbed a huge mountain in the heart of BC it wasn't easy but my goodness when I got to the top the view was worth the pain. God has a plan for that suffering that pain. It has been a hard month leaving behind my dreams, my desires but I am so blessed and thankful that God is bringing me through this because His glory is going to be WORTH IT. God doesn't promise us an easy road but I know one thing is that His word says that He won't ever leave us or forsake us. He is with us and understands what we are walking through and honestly I have realized I have so much to be thankful for that I have enough. Even if I didn't have family, friends, a home, food as long as I have Jesus I have more than I need. I have learned that in this season the only thing I can do is praise God and be in the Word. Because God is such a good God and He will take care of me. He deserves all the praise and Glory. He alone is worthy and we don't need to worry or stress because our lives are in the hands whom formed the universe. I am so thankful that Jesus chose me, predestined me to know Him. Because it is so true I live the life now because of Jesus I have the most amazing people in my life because of Jesus. My testimony is because of Jesus. It is all about JESUS. And we look at the Bible and that is the sole divine purpose J-E-S-U-S, Redeeming saving grace. Jesus is so cool. I know this will be a hard season but it will be ok because I get to spend time with the Father the author and perfecter of my faith, my rock on whom my foundation lies upon. I will not be shaken or moved because He is my firm foundation. God alone is worth and deserving :D I am so excited to see what He is going to do and the lives He is going to changed. I am beyond blessed that I get to be a part of His plan, a small particle in His scheme. I get to be an instrument played by the fingers of Jesus. And that is what puts a smile on my face! We serve an AMAZING God and I am excited to see His glory :D