Freedom, to learn what the Lord has in store for me. I was talking to a friend this weekend and he mentioned to me not only is Christ wanting to do surgery but give me a whole new heart. A heart full of a new love a new hope a new redemption. Only Christ can turn a heart of stone into a heart of flesh. A fresh start....
A fresh start is what I have been given to seek and run only after Christ. And throw EVERYTHING that was hindering me off and diligently pursue Christ. The one who fights for me is King.
That is something I am learning the ONE WHO FIGHTS for me is King. KING that means I am called royalty in Christ's eyes. In the Kingdom of Heaven I am who GOD says I am! And that is a daughter of the Most High. I am no longer bound by things that have shaped my heart into ways that haven't been of Christ. Christ loves me and that is enough. I am learning that, this one truth Jesus loves me this I know for the Bible tells me so. He has boundless grace and Love for me. Satan accuses and makes claims against me but Christ's love defends me. I can now find life at Christ's expense. He is enough for me. Open heart surgery but more so than that a heart transplant. A heart throbbing after one thing to be kingdom minded. To love others with complete sincerity and rise above the ashes. For Christ has bestowed on me a crown of beauty inside of ashes. To worship Him with everything that is within me. A foundation of hope is what I have been given. No turning back. No going back only moving forward from this moment onward. Seeking the prize running after God's glory and making HIS goodness known throughout the land.
Christ is fighting for me He always has been, He is pursing me from the start. I look at my life and see how FAITHFUL He has been! And how much LOVE He has bestowed on me and lavished me with.... Why? I was so unfaithful to Him at times, cursing His name, stating I was done with Him... Why? Because that is HIS nature is being faithful to people even when we are unfaithful. He is full of LOVE, full of grace and full of mercy. He is wanting people to run so hard after Him they don't care the cost. They don't care of momentary things or people they have lost in this life for Christ is ENOUGH.....His love is so incredible and so tangible. His love is real in this world when everything else seems unreal.
Heart transplant, a heart of stone to a beating heart of flesh.... Living breathing and moving in my life is what God is doing in my life, arising dead things of my heart. Things that have been dead in my heart that He is resurrecting to life....why? Because that is who HE is, He can bring dead things to life. And give that life and life more abundantly, why? Because He loves His children... And I am a Child of God.
I am not my past... I am not what people have done to me.... I am not who my family says I am.... I am a Child of God. A child of the most HIGH. A child who has a King fighting for her, a child who can run into my God's presence any time of the day and make my requests known to Him....And HE will supply all my NEEDS. He will answer me, He will ALWAYS come through. He will take of me. I need to not fear for the same God that created the stars is the creator of me. Redeeming love has been my theme. He is for me not against me, and His plans are still to prosper for He has not forgotten us and He is sovereign over us. He says everything the enemy intended for evil in my life God will work together for my good! He HAS got me so strongly in the palm of His hands and I want to let you all know that, How much God has done in my life over the past 3 months. What may seem impossible to man is POSSIBLE with God! God is to be glorified in my life and HE will be glorified. It is only God that has brought me this far and I am so PUMPED to see what He is going to keep doing, the journey He is going to take me on!
He has got me and nothing is impossible for my God. My God will continue to reign victoriously and His plans oh man they are nothing but good for my life! For what kind of God do we serve when we ask Him for bread is He going to give us a stone? He loves to bless His children and EVEN when I was far from God, HE was still guiding me and protecting me, He was there when I had nobody and was nobody. He was wooing me with a quiet gentle love when all around me seemed loud.
To keep my eyes fixed on Christ the author and perfecter of my Faith... Keeping my eyes fixed on Him and the waves will NOT over take me. He isn't going to let me drown nor will leave me or ever abandoned me. And looking back He was there every minute of my journey and He knew me before I was formed in my Mother's womb. He is for me not ever against me! Unto Him be the glory!
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